So, I last updated my LJ five weeks ago so I think it's high time to do something about it. I've not been to chatty lately since it's exam month. Got one more for this Thursday and my last - well, hopefully last - ever uni exam the Thursday next and then I am so done with uni. Three degrees are enough, thank you!
What can I write? Well, Melbourne's been having an interesting spring. One day it's 36 degrees and the next day it's cold, windy and drizzly. I'm getting an aircon today cause there's no way I'm gonna suffer through another 46 degrees day with just a fan again. I'm getting it today as soon as my brother is up, which I'm sure isn't going to be soon, but that does mean delaying my studying further and further back. I haven't started studying anything at all for Thursday and it's not like it's a subject I can bluff my way out of. It's finance, it's calculations, and it's one that I hate! Hate here meaning that everytime I have a test or assignment for it, I always end up with just average pass mark... and my history with final exams aren't that great. I really need to pass so that I can graduate next month with my mates, but things aren't looking great with this subject. Pah. I should've taken this subject last semester, dangit!
Apart from uni stuff, nothing much is happening. My mum is here. Has been here since end of last month. Will be here til end of this month. I love my mum and all that, but this one visit here is so hard to handle. She's still all raw and sensitive from the separation and that irritates me so much. We ended up having fights after fights and this just adds stress to my otherwise already hopeless exams. Whoever said it was a good idea for her to come here in the first place?! It's nice that she's keeping busy by doing stuff in the house (my house looks so clean to a level I never knew it could!) and at weekends we go out doing touristy stuff, but I actually look forward to her going home and not have to restrain myself. It's just exhausting. I know I'm supposed to be understanding and my counselor said I should just deflect, but seriously, I just want this to be done and over!
What can I write? Well, Melbourne's been having an interesting spring. One day it's 36 degrees and the next day it's cold, windy and drizzly. I'm getting an aircon today cause there's no way I'm gonna suffer through another 46 degrees day with just a fan again. I'm getting it today as soon as my brother is up, which I'm sure isn't going to be soon, but that does mean delaying my studying further and further back. I haven't started studying anything at all for Thursday and it's not like it's a subject I can bluff my way out of. It's finance, it's calculations, and it's one that I hate! Hate here meaning that everytime I have a test or assignment for it, I always end up with just average pass mark... and my history with final exams aren't that great. I really need to pass so that I can graduate next month with my mates, but things aren't looking great with this subject. Pah. I should've taken this subject last semester, dangit!
Apart from uni stuff, nothing much is happening. My mum is here. Has been here since end of last month. Will be here til end of this month. I love my mum and all that, but this one visit here is so hard to handle. She's still all raw and sensitive from the separation and that irritates me so much. We ended up having fights after fights and this just adds stress to my otherwise already hopeless exams. Whoever said it was a good idea for her to come here in the first place?! It's nice that she's keeping busy by doing stuff in the house (my house looks so clean to a level I never knew it could!) and at weekends we go out doing touristy stuff, but I actually look forward to her going home and not have to restrain myself. It's just exhausting. I know I'm supposed to be understanding and my counselor said I should just deflect, but seriously, I just want this to be done and over!
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